The leather gave only slightly to the blow, as the weighted bag bobbled under her best uppercut. Pummeling with all her might, she drove her glove into the bag, groaning a little with each jab. Stabbing and striking, ducking and dodging — her every move exhausted her, but also strengthened her for the next fight.


Every morning, she met her trainer. Every morning, she honed her skill. Sometimes, her instructor stood nearby and sometimes he coached while steadying the bag. He challenged her, pushed her, angered her — but somehow always encouraged her.


She learned to pour her passion into every punch. Every disappointment, frustration, and humiliation propelled her glove deeper and further into the Everlast bag. When her anger drained and her head cleared, she stepped into the shower, ready once again to face her world.


I’d seen this movie before, but this time my mind raced with the similarities. “This is a depiction of that Greek word I just discovered,” I mused aloud. “This is hypōpiazō – ‘to disable an antagonist as a boxer. To beat black and blue.’” Yes, I could see it now. A boxer standing firm and hard against her opponent.


I turned back to Luke 18. There in the Scripture reference, the fighter was (surprisingly enough) a wiry, little widow lady. She had no money, no prestige, and no prominence. But. She. Was. Feisty. She knew her legal rights and she demanded they be given to her.


Unfortunately, her deciding judge couldn’t care less. You know the type. He took bribes. He grew rich. His only concern was himself. Yet, morning by morning, she kept on knocking — standing persistently with her incessant and unending demand. She just wouldn’t take no for an answer.


So in time, the big bully caved in to the spirited little boxer. “Good grief!” he said. “Give her protection, before she beats me black and blue (hypōpiazō)” (Luke 18:5).


And then Jesus spoke directly to me: Hear what the unrighteous judge said” (Luke 18:6).


But had I heard? Had I caught the significance?


He wants me as a pugilist in prayer. Despite the sweat, determination and perseverance, I’m called to get in the ring. My Great Trainer awaits, desiring to build my confidence and guide me through the next round.


But how often to I show up for the fight? How often do I lay into the enemy of passivity, staying at him despite my exhaustion and fatigue? How often do I endure the training when desperation passes and the mundane takes over? Do I target my passion onto my dark opponent or do I angrily punch at those around me?


“Lord, make me a pugilist in prayer. Strengthen me with Your power in my inner man that I may be able to fight the good fight of faith (Ephesians 3:16; 1 Timothy 6:12). Make me alert to see my true enemy, the one trying to devour both me and the ones I love (1 Peter 5:8). May I spend my passionate energy knocking out the works of the evil one, so I as to build up Your family. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.”


God's perspective 

My dear child,


Things before you are not as they seem. From outward appearance, the situation appears as overwhelming and ghastly. You see it as a great, immovable fortresses which are against My Kingdom purpose.


Come here, my love. Let me remove the blinders that are blocking your sight (2 Corinthians 3:16).


I’ve allowed these situations to awaken you from your complacency.


After all, it is the very dread of the future that has stirred you to run to Me. Can’t you see how this is already working together for your good (Romans 8:28)? Desperation is often the best incentive to get you into My Presence. Challenges achieve some of My very best work within you. Do not resist My working. Difficulties are My prescription to show you Who is truly important. 


In order for My life to shine brightly from the inside out, you need to know weakness, both physically and emotionally (John 3:30). Testings are not to be wished away quickly. Instead, these are the very situations that help to peel away false perceptions, so you can see My Life within you more clearly.


I am at work within you (Philippians 2:13). When you cry out to Me, you are mirroring My posture on earth (Hebrews 5:7). I am best seen from bended knee and moistened eyes.

You have need of endurance (Hebrews 10:36). Perseverance is the pathway to control over your wavering thoughts and emotions (Luke 21:19). Endurance and perseverance unearth the gems of godliness, kindness and love that I’ve placed within you (1 Peter 1:6-7). Patience is far more important to Me than you realize.  

You feel overwhelmed at the task before you. “We need a real touch of power in order for anything to truly be accomplished,” you’ve said. Yet, power is only perfected and truly effective through weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). The time has come for you to see this clearly. 

Allow My personality to spill out of you (John 7:38). I have tabernacled within you so that once again the Word can become flesh and dwell among those whom you influence (John 1:14). See your difficulties in this light and they are much easier to bear. I am praying for you (Romans 8:34).


My deepest love, Jesus

bended knee