High cholesterol.


The diagnosis was rather surprising considering my husband was only in his thirties. This discovery had far reaching implications since plaque is the main cause of heart attack and stroke in America. Almost immediately, Mark decided to prevent the disaster that loomed in his future. After all, keeping blood freely flowing through his arteries was vital to his overall cardiovascular health.


Over the last several weeks, the Father has been speaking to me about my overall spiritual health. Could I have a clogging of my spiritual arteries?


Within my spirit, I am healthy. God has given me a new spirit and sealed His very own Holy Spirit within mine. But, the artery joining spirit and soul had become dangerously clogged. Worldly thoughts and emotions have caused a build-up in my ability to freely understand His spiritual reality. Information from my culture obstructs a smooth flow of His peace and attitude into my soul.


So just where is the key to victory?


“The Word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit” (Hebrews 4:12).


Piercing from the soul (my thoughts and emotions) into the spirit… From the outside in, His Word is what unclogs my spiritual arteries!


When my thoughts and emotions are infused with His life-giving Logos, this build-up between soul and spirit is pierced through to reopen my access to Truth. His Word is the statin of my soul. A watered-down version of someone else’s teaching won’t do, but only the “pure milk of the Word” can unclog our build-up “against the knowledge of God” (1 Peter 2:2; 2 Corinthians 10:5).




He is not only the Living Word active within me, He is also the Written Word, open before me. This double-edged sword pierces from the outside in, penetrating all the way to the “division of soul and spirit” (Hebrews 4:12).


His Living Word in my heart works in tandem with His Written Word in my lap, keeping thoughts and intentions healthy. No matter the situation around me — a distressing health report, a dismaying family circumstance or a disturbing political situation — I can have peace with both God and myself through my Lord Jesus Christ.


O Blessed Father,


Thank You for Your Word — the Logos Christ — Who is available both within and without. I know that “it is the Spirit Who gives life”, but how often I entertain the flesh, although it “profits nothing” (John 6:63). Draw me back to Your Written Word, Father. Despite my many distractions, help me to “hold fast to the Word of Life, so that in the day of Christ I may have cause to glory because I did not run in vain nor toil in vain” (Philippians 2:16).


Flow freely from within me, as I make a steady diet of the pure milk of Your Word. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.”




“Your maidservant has nothing in the house except a flask of oil.”


My eyes fell upon these words as the three of us bowed quietly in prayer.


On the table before us were pages of prayer requests, many of which we would never cover. Friends and family all around us were necessitous of our intercession, yet I felt impotent and overwhelmed. I could relate to this poor widow.


“Your maidservant has nothing in the house except a flask of oil.”


In the margin of my Bible, I noticed that the Hebrew word “flask” signified a very, small container of oil — used for anointing purposes and holding only a few teaspoons of the precious liquid. This destitute widow of Israel had used up every drop of oil for cooking. She now had only enough left to anoint a body for burial. Would it be hers or one of her two sons?


Her personal lack, like my prayer lack, seemed empty, exhausted and hopeless. What prospect did either of us truly have?


“Then Elisha said, ‘Go, borrow vessels at large for yourself from all your neighbors, even empty vessels; do not get a few.”


More emptiness? That was God’s answer???


As I looked at the requests recorded by our little group, I too saw much emptiness. A woman’s depression. A crumbling marriage. A brain tumor. A suspicious nodule in a lung. The list stretched on before us. So much emptiness. So much sorrow. Yet, in the text before us, we were instructed to gather even more.


“Go, borrow vessels at large for yourself from all your neighbors, even empty vessels; do not get a few. And you shall go in and shut the door behind you and your sons, and pour out into all these vessels; and you shall set aside what is full.”


“So she went from Elisha and shut the door behind her and her sons; they were bringing the vessels to her and she poured. And it came about when the vessels were full, that she said to her son, ‘Bring me another vessel.’ And he said to her, ‘There is not one vessel more.’ And the oil stopped.” (1 Kings 4:1-5)


What glorious revelation!


Our hope is not in our few droplets of intercession, but in the abundant supply at the Source! Because of Christ, we have within us a ceaseless flow (John 7:38). When we tap into His wellspring, “the Rock pours out for (us) streams of oil” (Job 29:6). He has anointed our heads with oil — so let’s live with an overflowing cup (Psalm 25:5)!


“O Father, thank You for being our Everlasting Fountainhead of plenty. For every need, for every weakness, You are always enough. How we need a fresh look at Your lavish source of Living Supply.


“As we gather all emptiness before You, we become very aware of the worthlessness of our own resources. In and of ourselves, we are totally inadequate. We can barely keep up with our own needs, much less help others out of our own insufficiency.


“But praise Your Name that our supply does not depend on our own pantry. Hallelujah! Our “adequacy is from God!” (2 Corinthians 3:5). “God’s love has flooded our inmost heart through the Holy Spirit He has given us” (Romans 5:5 New English translation). Because of Christ, “God is the source of my being” (John 8:42, New English translation).


“So today we come, lugging our own empty vessels as well as those of our friends. Begin the Holy Pour, O Father. Pour out hope into the emptiness of despair. Pour out healing into the void of pain. Pour out peace into the vacancy of discord. “Give them a garland instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the mantle of praise instead of a spirit of fainting” (Isaiah 61:3). We open our mouths wide, so that You alone may fill (Psalm 46:10). Now pray through us. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.”


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